建个日记帖，目标4月18日的考试。

总是跟自己过不去，梦想着成为人生赢家。
或许，那些人生赢家真的有很高的iq，或许，他们超出常人的努力，我们真的看不到。总之，这条路确实很累。天，太难。
I always be the person who contrast himself. I dream to be a winner of living.
With standing that top stage, they may own the high intelligencen quotient. Or ,they invest much more hard work in their task. We couldn't draw a conclusion by surface. In a word,this really make me tired. How difficult!

托福考试，真是一个大工程。四个小时，不间断。
阅读，听力，口语，写作。
学了前面的忘了后面的做法。天性乐观的我，也有点耗不住了。
The toefl ibt test is massive project,indeed. It take 4 hours to accomplish it.
reading,listening,speaking,writing.
Every section has specific skills of resolution. I couldn't hold it properly who is a dogged man.

According to the rules of TOEFL ibt ,we could conclude a message easily that I just hear a overall about the listening materials. But , you should write down all the details in the paper. Otherwise, your eassy should be scored lower. Because of missing important points. In my opinion, It just like a exam to produce interprets.
妈的，听力真难。

Good thing, I have a hard head. I take steady pace toward success.

English dimension of thought is in inverse contrasting Chinese,indeed.

今天，早上去上课。然后早早的回来了，发了一天呆，写了个作文，横竖不满意。 听力，怎么都听不进去。天，太折磨。

One thing puzzle me a lot why am I a optimistic man and I given away happiness in no return. Who can be my lucky star? I beg the right person to apperar right away. Man and woman, both are ok.
I just need a encourgement, like a pat on back. How childish!

也是搞不懂，为什么有那么人生赢家。 好累啊。已经意志消沉了有三天了。（突然发现，这句话按照英语的角度来分析，有两个动词，那么就有语病。可是，还是能看懂。所以说，能讲得出来不就好了么，学那么多条条框框不累吗？）